Fucked up world

I have met some of the most vile shit boys out there that I wouldn't wish for someone's daughter or my relative, my sister or just girls in general to be acquainted with them. Few of my friends are what you would call babaero or playboy in English and whenever they bring up topics of new girls they have to toy around with and use, of course I'll always call on their bullshit behaviours and joke about it, but deep fucking inside it disgusts me, these are some of the vile immature mindset I have ever seen. If I could I wouldn't associate with these people as my moral values are far fucking different from their dog shit stand point. But this people are somewhat relatives to me so I cant exactly just cut em off plus there are times where I could count on their help well mostly I help them more and it's fucking minimum standard for them to help me as well. Now, to get straight to the point. Just today they talked about women and how they charm them and use them for as long as they want then throw em away. Maybe 5 uses and when they got bored they hop off to new girls. My cousin before he got karma. He juggled 13 different girls and one girlfriend. His girlfriend didn't know this motherfucker goes around women behind his back what a fuck face. And I despise his behaviour his past time he knows it as well that I do not tolerate it. Thankfully his gf found out about his stupidity and they broke up, he also lost his past time. Literally no girls left lmao. Now he hangs around my house complains that he got no girls now and he has to start looking for some bitches again. This fuck. I despise this side of him and everyday I remind him that, this business of him will not end well. Well he got what he deserve. Lost his gf and all his backups. I asked him what did he learned he replied "Now I can freely fuck around without holding back." This motherfucker never learns. Another is my distant uncle this man has a wife and daughters, im very much familiar with his family I hang out in their house sometimes and even eat there when I got bored of cooking by myself (my hobby is cooking, my favourite dish is assassin's spaghetti) anyway. This unc has a wonderful family and his children likes me alot, I'm like an older brother to these two. So much I babysit them sometimes in my house while I'm just doing my thing fixing, cleaning, cooking and whatnot. Im great with children and children loves me as well. I guess the way I speak to kids helps as well and I really take it upon myself to just let em be comfortable like an order brother, I also helps in volunteering back then in leyte for less fortunate kids. Anyway Unc goes to clubs constantly and fucks random women on daily basis I mean daily basis 3 times a week, together with the already mentioned previous fella and plus some other people, sometimes they bring me with them and sometimes I have no choice. I always decline 100% but not everytime it works. When its time for the lap dances and shit. Obviously I would excuse myself and wait outside the bar the whole night. All those times I look and wonder, keeping silent. What's up with this people? How can they treat their women like this? I'm well aware that some girls gets turned on by the fact they are sidechick or something or kabit or whatever bullshit immature shit that is they are up to. It takes two to tango after all, women likes being sidechick and used but damn that's just sad I'm by no means a saint, I'm a sadistic asshole as well in bed but i am loyal and keep only one woman the love of my life, as you all very familiar with and fuck it all I'm not gonna give her the same treatment I see my relatives does, smh. Everytime I hear their "manly conversations" in the table while having inuman drinking party in English im included as well cause I'm an adult I can keep my mouth shut and just be there, their talks fucking disgusts me to the stomach. Fuck. I don't like this kind of "talks" I value honesty loyalty and security transparency care and plenty other more in relationships and I stand by this every fucking time they offer me some random bitch, and I always refuse a decline 100% that shit won't fly to me, they will say "oh come on your gf is busy she probably wont know" yeah that's it, that's the moment I'm walking out, yeah. Proud to say such little half baked attempts to challenge my devotion simply won't work lmao. I'm fucking dead set hard on to my moral code. What can I say? I'm a one girl only guy, and fucking loves my girl. It's just smh. Sorry for ranting because today I got offered a girl and they know damn well I fucking hate this shit. Downright disrespectful. This people man. I'm not like them. Sometimes they even offer their girls to me and I just decline and walk away right there and then. Yeah. I'm fucking sorrounded by this people, this one circle of friends can I even call them friends? Circle of acquaintances then. Yeah this one's are downright atrocious and I despise this culture. Fuck this mindset